Emotional Chaos

I think i am falling hard for someone... i wouldn't mind but it is also torture becasue he is two years ahead of me in school... and i know he is probably way out of my league cuz he is soo freakin amazing... and talented... not to mention strong... so that alond causes mass chaos near to physical pain inside me...

anyways... homecoming! so exited, no idea on what to expect since the guy i like now... lets call him Mr. DZ gorgeous... i know probably wont dance with me and i will probably dance with any guy that asks as long as it isn't dirty...and i also realized earlier that i think i am basically over HR, shocking i know but he didn't seem to like me back after the summer so... i mean as a friend yeah but... i think you know what i mean

so overall if you couldn't tell i am loving high school, despite its annoyances