-sigh-

-laughs- jon is making me so it is hard to get to sleep at night....

i would die if he saw my blog... but its funny, -this sounds a little weird- whever i can smell him, it calms me down and i'm not nervous or anything anymore its a little strange

here is a pic of my pink/purple dream stallion from the night before last... his mane is more black actually but it looks cool in the picture so i kept it purply

Snowmobiles, unicorns, butterflies oh my!

very curious dream last night... ok where to start... i was riding in a car going to somewhere in the mountains and we drove past a herd of unicorns and there was a pinkish-purple stallion with dapples and a blackish mane and tail flirting with the mares, there were other stallions but i don't remember them

so then it jumped to me riding a snow-mobile running away from someone for a while and suddenly i came up to this rock formation that was like a jumpa nd it was a cliff, so i was like why not, and i went flying off of it and i tried to fly but i was obviously slower than the person chasing me and i looked back to see if they saw me fly, -i think i changed shapes...- and she cought me in midair and we started fighting(i think damian came flying up as a slate grey and brown hawk and saved me- and the next think i knew i was in this half outside room.. very hard to explain and there were two of us -me and damian i think- and there was the biggest yellow and black butterfly that was bigger than most birds... it was very scary, it landed on me too cuz i think it could teleport so when it landed on me i freaked and damian was laughing at me...

then i woke up

Dance Dance!

wow... just wow i am sure you all have heard my exact expression of how i feel about that dance....

sweet nickers i am sooooo happy about how it turned out... the decorations were perfect, i actually danced with guys -hehe parker, richie, brandon and -drum roll- jon- i got a hug i have been absolutely longing for from him...., not to mention hugs from most other people thats all i'll say about the dance 'cause i am sure i told you guys the whole story, details and all

i did write a poem about it but i dun think its good so i dun think i will post it here but i just wrote a second much shorter one...

Taken hand in hand
Passion screamed in my heart and mind
Urging me closer
Our souls guiding our feet
Ending with a fond embrace

i am very very happy for Cafalla too
i will never forget his gentle hand on the curve of my waist and our hands holding each other and his powerful shoulder under my hand and arm... and his closeness and the hug... man...

It is still a mystery how jon feels about me... i don't want to say he likes me 'cause i don't want to hurt myself but i know he likes me at least as a friends maybe more.. i just don't know... i can't stop thinking about him

Mood: mrs Dahcy

fire threatenes Fenrir's lair and graduation

very intense day today... write about it later but i was really scared that it would come closer to my house... it was only about one ridge away

Very exiting friday night and saturday morning

well, i hurt my ankle... rolled it bad at Rallath's and of course we were in one of the hardest places to get out of... but it was fun talking elk to horses, they really respond to it

saw a three really super pretty horses...

wow blacking out was a very eerie experience, darkness consuming you and seing things -don't remember what i saw- falling into darkness... very strange and when i came-to cuz i felt like i didn't know where or who i was... like i was someone else entirely

feeling vampiric and kingdom hearts ish i have dfound soooo many pete-and others vampire pics on this one site omg!!!these rock...

playing with glowing things

what do you think of this for a pack symbol? not definate but an idea since not many ideas have come out... WE NEED A PACK NAME!!!

this is a symbol i was playing with its got two F's for Fyr and Fenrir and it has a C for Cafalla and an R that is semi-facing a different way in it so enjoy!


i have a young lance character that i need color design ideas for, he is the one excaping the bigger bull in my scraps on DA

Tlk and Lorenzo in 'spirit' form

this is my new tlk character.. not my outline i think her name will be Hili though (Hee-Lee)

lorenzo rocks when he is covered in sparklies in what i would like to call his 'spirit' form...

I need my dandy name

I also need to draw my new lion king characters and they both need names on is big and white -possible tattoos-(lion) and my other is probly greyish with cool markings and white toes(lioness)

Someone needs to come to maine with me over the summer!!!

i can't think of african names!

so i was walking into our den and i looked around for the deer foot and the skull in the tree,: i couldn't find either
they hadn't just fallen to the ground, they were gone
so i was like ok....
i kept walking exploring up this hill had an encounter with a buck
when i came back down the hill i was looking around the field thing for bones and stuff
i nearly brushed against a tree with two huge ravens in it
when i came that close they called loudly-which nearly made me jump out of my pants-that would have been strange to see...-

but when i was in the field i came upon an area with scattered hunks of fur that weren't there before and i kept walking back toward the den getting a bad feelong about staying there

and i went in this backish way looking for the ball but all thoughts of that were forgotten when i nearly stepped on a lower jaw bone split in half necxt to a few scraps of deer; realy almost in the den

so already a bit creeped out i looked a little closer looking for the skull or foot and i looked in the tree about next to the skull one and there were two connected bones sitting in it and another one a little higher i was like sweet nickers some beast has been here...

then i noticed three semi holes in the ground that i didn't notice before but i am not sure

my story isn't quite over

so i headed up the hill feeling like something besides ravens or deer was watching me and i growled at the bushes several times it made me feel better and so i was walking up this small hill and i turned around to just look at our territory again and about five feet from me was a fresh deer leg cut a bit above the these bones and things were scattered everywhere around it, it had a bad feeling to it, it scared me a bit

We have found our den... details on the wereism blog