Letos

Letos
If there are two... then would they notice if one.. errr.. disappeared?

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Mpharrg

blarg was in a good mood-really good mood- earlier but now i'm just trying to get this analysis thing done -tis the devil's working- only gotten about one and a quarter paragraphs done in the last couple hours...

he is a sexy dancer ;) -best thing about day-

Monday, January 30, 2006

I hart Andalusians

andalusians are hott
the person looks so tiny! -not andalusain-

thats all i have to say right this second.... mood: see above


EDIT: just started drawing-this is a quick rendition of Fyr- just started drawing and coloring... and this came out wasn't sure about eye color -note eyebrow ring-

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Were cat dream

yet another cool dream...

i was this were lion but i had faint reddish stripes like a tiger -yes i was a male- and i overthrew this evil leader guy and for some reason this fat creepy guy with his donkey was racing my friend -dark brown, pantherish- around the palace/mountain thing and i became the leader

i was a much better leader than the other guy was... it was cool being a were-liger...

there was something about trying to keep these chickens in a room in my palace... we had to scare them in but a few i had to hit/claw to get in...... steeerange... lovely retractable claws... and mane...long mane at that... all briaded and nice... my roar... teeth... height... and sheer strength... the ability to scare the shit out of a chicken... or a fat guy for that matter....

Friday, January 27, 2006

I need to run, run for miles maybe but not just as a human... to howl....

wow

not much to say cept i want to draw but not sure what
http://www.deviantart.com/view/24572143/

mood: singing/howling and romantic/longing

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Awwoooooooo

-laughs- i just found my fourth wolfish side....
first moondancer, then Fenrir, then me, then the mean yet feminine white werewolfess of my dream last night... i think she ate James Bond...it was strange cuz i-in white b#tch form- was watching him and all his spyness

I might dub her Reah'li WhiteStorm of Fenrir's brother's pack

gossiping for an hour and 10 mins in art is kinda fun...

mood:

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Recent Dreams... very cool ones too


-forgot to write about this one- i guess a goup of people-including me- were sortof hearding unicorns to a different place -more like guiding them- and there was something about this desperate old person wanting our help on their ranch... and i remember riding a brown dappled unicorn -can't remember name- and a green dappled one in the herd with lighter points... it was cool

-last night's dream- there was this black guy that looked like a safari guy and he was leading a huge group of us -the only one i reconized was Rallath- somewhere... we were all centaurs! cause we were cantering and trotting and it ROCKED!!!!!!!!!! -this is kinda weird- hy horsy parts were brown with dapples.... dunno about erin... we were actually moving at the same speed as horses do when they canter and trot/etc.

-yawns- marf

mood: wtf?

Monday, January 23, 2006

-snarl-

I HATE how much homework they give us, in addition to h/w i had to go through some stuff from my room.... hate that too.... I HAD NO F#$%ING FREE TIME TODAY! RAAAAWWWRRURGH

on a slightly lighter note i am giving away a big yellow lab stuffed animal and the blue pegasus, and a few other smaller ones... i mgiht give away one or two of the other big ones if they go to a good home and if i can see them again... so, pack of mine, anyone interested in any? i shall invite you guys over to get them if they are wanted-and just for socializing sake

mood: freakin pissed

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Caffine

Fenrir likes caffine i realized.... also encourages him to come out mor completely... Learned this at Cafalla's ummm lair. She could only have one person over so Rallath couldn't come

We watched Anger managment then romped around for a while since we got starbucks and subway (we were both a bit hyper but i kept bugging and tickling Cafalla so she became hyper after) it was great fun since i was holding the three furry blankets hostage and a normal one) it was great, Fenrir absolutely loved it romping, wrestling and buging Cafalla

we had a chocolate erm... splurge/party at breakfast since her mom wasn't home, she kept trying to take a picture of me covering two pancakes and coffe beans in chocolate.... and to keep her from taking a picture i flipped the bird whenever she attemted... she might have gotten one or two though....

my scanner is being rebelious so you guys can't see Fenrir 'telling' a pup not to bug him and him about to probably eat someone/something...

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

What to buy....

trying to decide what i want to buy with the money i got from around christmas time(80$)... thinkin a computor game, either feather or wolf dangly earings(making a rock awesome wolf pawprint necklace in art), hrmmm oh yeah! a big black wolf stuffed animal that isn't expensive(i could settle for any color of wolf), anything else.... if you think of something tell me

the guys on the bus were talking about computor games today and it was freaky, they were talking about roleplay games and stuff... freeeaaakkkky

just Fenrir warning someone or something away, didn't quite capture his personality and features but hey...

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Wow, just wow....

If there was a word that describes something as way more than just fun, i would use it.

Flare ROCKED! and there was much yelling and singing involved

First ms ross talked to us about what we were doing that day and it was interesting since alex kept looking at Fyr... we were planning to be in one of the guys cars but it didn't turn out that way-too bad- we stopped for doughnuts, they were very good. Cafalla broung a double-shot expresso and we passed it around and took a sip, sharing all of our germs and hyperness. It was awesome seeing the bighorn sheep less than 5 feet away... pictures soon. we made up names for the people at mcdonalds, fyr was gwen(she was going to be gweneviere) and Cafalla was holly but i used my own name, jon was Ernest hehehhe. Wally, our dear Wally... the guys ripped off his arms and hung him out the window we first saw his leg fly off and suddenly he exploded! we held a short memorial service, and picked up the pieces , we mugged jon then forgave him since he was the one holding wally... heard a lady sing in native american -welcomeing the wolf song-, that was awesome. I got attacked by the prayer tree and saw a raven fly into a different sacred tree.

what else... there was lots of singing involved in the car rides. man, I agree with fyr, it was very hot there, the red excursion was burning up... even though it was like 55 degrees...

when we got back to the school we hung around then cornered mrs Steele and ranted about our awesome experience. walked to the library , then safeway, then Monica's. The way to monicas was soooo fun, -Fenrir was very much awake and active- we chased a whole bunch of bunnies, made a dear jump over the fence, opened a bunch of people's mail boxes (Fyr closed most of them), proved Cafalla has ADD NDD and LDD when she suddenly turned on to a different street and didn't hear us calling her-rolls eyes-, we layed on her lawn for a while waiting for Cafalla, went inside and made easy mac, and drank soda. a bunch of seventh graders were yelling to us and they eventually mooned us....... freaky i know. we looked at old yearbook pictures for a while, jon had straight hair and alex looked rather like a monkey...

had to go at five an i hitched a ride to Rallath's and we hung for a while and played jak x. apparently i am lucky to her.... i'm getting better at the game and i always use this semi-gay guy as my driver... he is funny. Jak X is basiv=cally combat racing, lots of exploding and shooting, very fun.i stayed until about 9:30ish then my dad picked me up and i told him about our awesome flare trip, went to bed not long after

had a strange dream about my dad going to buy me something because i worked hard on who knows what...
i picked up the trash that had accumulated in our back yard over the past several windy days... working a bit on homework now then going to wrap Cafalla's b-day present
If you got this far, congrats! you earn... a drawing from me (reminds me that i need to draw erin's christmas present...)

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Insanity and ADD isn't a very good combination...

-twitches- i forgot my genealogy binder at home so i couldn't really work on the quilting thing so i had to either work on homework or sit there...... my ADDness was preventing me from working on homework(which i could have finished all of....) or reading for any length of time ALLLLLLL DAAAAYYYY LOOOOOOOOOOONG!!!!!!!! -taps fingers on desk- -eye twitches- looks at moon then runs off to do something, forgets why then comes back- i think it finally drove me over the edge

i can't wait till flaaaarrrreee!!!!!! -spasm-

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

'nother Stallion

makin' new lead stallion fashioned from the colors of a sunrise, i think i will have dibs on him

Drostan or ku'lam, are name ideas for him

this is the pic i drew a few nights ago when my female wolf side took over she obviously felt lonely:

Sunday, January 08, 2006

thought i should get a new -and short- post up

Had a sleepover with Rallath on friday night... Cafalla must have put something in the cookie she gave the two of us, i could have sword we were high when we played herd your horses with the new stallions hehehhe

last night i got into a very wolfish state and drew something which i will scan and talk about later, i like the way it turned out

not much else to say but i know what i would look like if i could turn into a werewolf/wolf without changing to Fenrir, reddish gold with white 'thumbprints' over eyes, legs fade to white and white underbelly and front of neck

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Be prepared for a marathon post

for christmas i got: a snowboarding game, a thing that lets me draw on the computor using this pencilish thing, bunch of clothes, hook up stuff for my nano, talking napolean dynamite thing, several dangley ear-rings,and a few other little things

Rallath, i owe you one since i took Cafalla snowboarding, it was arranged lateish the night before we left, i also thought you would probably have something in between tuesday and saterday night so -shrug- she needed some lessons in our pack heirchy also, it worked some but she still hasn't stopped lying

went snowboarding for -counts them- 4 and 1/2 days of snowboarding and we stayed out one day and played in the snow, i built this awesome snow cave/dan thing in the side of our giant snowdrifts that we get from the plow-person. Cafalla tried to dig one like mine but she didn't get very far, the first time we tried it collapsed because she didn't dig it into a packed drift and the second one (which is next to mine) wasn'yt half as big as mine. i guess my superior claws and paws did the trick

we are creating(anyone who likes and plays the game) more cards and things for herd your horses, actually most of them are unicorns but they rock (i edited Brokenstar's pic from someone els's pic)The Buckskin was colored yesterday and today, in the process of coloring the light blue stallion and the red one with flaxen mane and tail

great dream last night, I was Fenrir in wolf form and i was the leader of this werewolf pack. me and some other wolf (not sure who but she looked reddish brown) it was night time and us two were standing watch/guard and suddenly we could tell that another pack was coming to attack us so we raced back the the campish thing and i started trying to organize us to run and i was trying to get the pups paired with an adult to protect them and sent them off to this river cave place that was safe(far off). The remaining adults stayed to fight. not long after that the other pack attacked and we fought, i shifted to my werewolf form and it seemed to frighten them deeply that i was so big and they ran away

what is weird is that i drew Fenrir keeping watch right before i went to bed... anyways here are a few drawings and pictures
the buckskin stallion Cafalla designed, she dubbed him Calaskis
this is my handsome Brokenstar, this is the one that i didn't color fully, but made his colors Brokenstar's
this is the red lead stallion, no name yet
Fenrir watching the moon rise and guarding his pack from the top of a snowy hill (i made it more blue on the computor) Cafalla wanted it to have some landscape and i changed Fenrir's face but it still isn't quite right