i saw a lot of hott guys yesterday... not just cute, hott

aaanyways i had a dream that i wa damian pretending to attend this fifth grade class thing and he needed to get a specific book that was only in that class and he used illusions -apparently- to mask himself to get the book, it was very interesting but he did snarl at a few people hehehe and i think i'll tell you the rest in person cuz i'm not in the mood to type right now...

i took some interesting pictures of my new hair hehehe i'll send them to you

Feeling vampiric...

that will be my new background for my blog... i am thinking of changing my icon to a dandy... tell me what you think of this

i'm soooo exited for Maine!!!

Yay for the world cup!

the iliad is calling to me... its saying hayley, come read me! so after i write this post that is what i am going to do after i take a shower....

sub subconciouses are puzzling... but i have a few that come out on rare occasions... like my punk vampire vincent that was a dragon before he was a vampire.... like haku from spirited away...

we do some silly things while in my basement with dress up clothes and swords nearby

wow... at the flare party when HR sprayed the hose down the back of my neck it was ssooooo cooold... fun though

i did have something else to mention... besides sexy german men -don't bother asking-... but now it has escaped me

Species can be quite a puzzling thing

alrighty i feel asleep on my red chair when i was waiting to use the comp. and i had a short blurb about a half-lycan named Raoul -sp?- cuz he could speck just a little and seemed bipolar but was cool and teddy bear like and he had a tiny wolf tail and he could shift but it was really hard for him to do it on command and he was like in love with me so he would do anything i told him... he can understand all three languages -lycan wolf and human- but could barely speak human... he is cool i am going to draw him

i was thinking of half lycans like Raoul and if a werewolf got bitten by a lycan during the new moon -and the couple days around it when the moon is really small- they would become a half lycan... shorten their tail and more impulsive and more controlled by instincts and emotion and could shift but it was difficult...any questions about raoul or anything just ask

my scanner was disagreeing with me today otherwise i would post my fav. drawings here and on da from my new sketch book

oh, i saw the last ten seconds of a panic at the disco video i've never seen... it was cool

mood: slightly dirty, tired and contemplative
music: 30 seconds to mars and taking back sunday

Sphiroth with his pancakes

we have concluded the cause of death for several people:

leah: drug or alchahol overdose

cathy: mauled by her numerous house cats

Fyr, Rallath, and I : killed in a gang fight involving the phrases -black voice- look at that mutha fukuh, and bring it on biach -long story-

Sephiroth makes good pancakes, if you don't know who he is -freak- then search him on google

once i scan them, i will show all of you my metal dragons and other drawings in my new drawing book

Cafalla, i am trying to draw what you asked me to and i'm actually going to combine cats and dogs... it will be fun

I heart the kingdom

I've been thinking about my nobody character... I figured out that i really really want sephiroth's sword... i wouldn't dare steal it from him though

I figured out i really like saix, he so rox, blue hair and all, only rallath will really know what i'm talking about though

oh my gosh, i had to defeat 1, 000 hearless at once and it was the coolest funnest thing EVAH!!!-pant pant- i didn't even lose a quarter of my health!!! i kicked those heartless' asses! yeyah!
before that i was fighting alongside cloud and once it was over he jumped and was gone.. i was like holy crap, vampire!

Damian

I am now realizing what damian is like... and how he influenced me as a kid, fenrir -the feral, instinctual side but Damian -the one who annoys people and is quite malicious the evil grin side of me...

anyways i have gotten father on my story but i would like to know what happened next... Damian is keeping the plot of the story from me and is only letting me know what he feels like at the time, it feels like he tells me what happens and i write it down quite a strange feeling when you can tell someone is telling you a story but.. ya know its hard to say Damian is ususlly very separate but other times he takes over

i feel the need to explain the subtle difference between Damian and Fenrir, Fenrir is the feral, snarly, wild, physical part of me that is more blatantly mean, but he doesn't talk with words very often i have found... he talks with his body and expression but i can translate it into words Damian is the crafty, crimelord, mean talking, vampiric, more secritively mean part of me, whenever i say something mean think of Damian for he is usually behind it

we have found the new den, the other one was in too in- view to the road, and we also found a luxery den, i was going to invite you Rallath but i had a very strong impression that you were busy... and we found a deer spine next to it and, naturally, we hung it in a tree